reiki in the rain. minus 26.
Today (Saturday) we had a breakthrough. I say with exclamation. It was a bit great. It is 18.19pm. And I finish Reiki in the dark and the rain.
The back of my head – my 7th chakra has much energy. My front brain has none. I am so tired sometimes.
Today I was looking for some opera as leak rolled and Belle drew around him.
Now I find it, in the rain, and in my clean room with cool air.
I recall Finland and Mats Ek and the most wonderful piece I have ever seen. No idea what it was called. ha.
Outside this door is much heavy air. And slowly the rain she falls. And love waits in the desert.
We had a breakthrough. A small surge up through clouds. I felt like I was seeing something for the first time.
We improvised. A nice long chunk of it.
I am trying to see what is already there, to not impose dance on a space but to let it slide right in.
5,6,7,8 no longer has any purchase with me. time for the new. red lanterns and deer heads and fluoro plastic buddhas.
I want to see imagination and beauty and madness altogether. one wild ride. I want to see colour and physicality, inside an elastic structure. like the acropolis in the rain.
Be who you are. Dance and considered dance.
To consider what I need to do to be brave as I ask of the dancers the same thing. This is about all of us you see.
Yes, I want to free myself from what I think I should make, and move toward the thing I imagine, on the edges of my brain and heart brain that I can barely glimpse. That is the thing I want to capture. Cage says he only puts music in where there is music already.
ALSO
This week we learned how to jump. And run and fly. It was a good week. The work spreads out and we can be both wild with it and specific.
